“To love is to be vulnerable.”
It couldn’t be more true. I…I don’t regret falling for you.
I don’t understand why I fell so fast and so hard—if a person got to know you, you’re honestly not that great of a person, You can be very cruel and very immature. But even so, I still fell for you because love is unpredictable.
I never lied or hid anything to you. I tried to do whatever I could to make you happy. I never asked for anything in return simply because hearing your voice and spending time with you made me happy enough.
It started out well, but then you started ignoring me. I thought something was wrong so I apologized, and we became friends again. Apparently you were just testing me. Personally, I always thought testing and playing with a person’s feelings is a really cruel thing to do, but I let it go because it’s you, But this time, you ignore me again, and I don’t even know why—you won’t even tell me. How am I supposed to know what I did wrong if you won’t even tell me what I did? I’ve been good all this time, what did I possibly do to offend you again?
Like I always repeatedly told you—I don’t lie to you, and I cannot hide things no matter how hard I try because that’s how much I care for you. So is it too much to ask for you to return the favor even just by a little bit? Just by one sentence, to tell me what’s wrong? I guess it might be for you.
No, I haven’t given up on you. I want to, but, somehow I still cling to the hope, no matter how much it’s waning.
But if you really are displeased with me for any reason..I’m sorry, and I’m apologize for not being good enough for you. I’ll just try harder next time around maybe if I fall for someone else.